I have to remind myself (quite often) that I'm just in transition and life won't always be this way. I will not always feel so defeated and spend countless hours asking myself where things went wrong.
I'm not sure what 2015 will hold for me. I know I'll be getting a divorce this year. That is all that I know. I have to believe my greatest happiness is ahead of me. I never wanted to be someone who was divorced but I am. Accepting that is not fun or easy. I just have to learn to ride the waves as they come. I know what I want my life to look like-I've always known. Maybe the life I've dreamed of isn't what my life will look like. Perhaps it will look different than I could have ever imagined. Maybe, just maybe, it will be better than I could have imagined. Until then, I'll continue to be the girl in transition.